So, I left a week ago and it was well strange. Truly the entire experience felt like I landed in OZ. When I came home after dropping off our daughter the house was SO silent! As a parent you become accustomed to sharing your space in every room with your child. To come in with no greeting was well- strange.
The first day I slept and slept. I realized I was not worried but concerned about how our daughter would do without our guidance. But each day I called -she said she was FINE.
Again OZ! From the start of the day to the end of the day EVERY day I am used to addressing, supporting or triaging some issue. For the first time in a long time I was left with my own thoughts.
Starting Anew is strange for parents with children with special needs. We are not used to having our own time. We are wired to help. Many of us are very anxious and constantly feel fatigued if we are honest. Having this new window of time is forcing me to breathe and accept that life brings many challenges and we will always be given the opportunity to start anew.
